I keep trying to draw infinity.

i liiiiike.

• Tom: Heyo
• Ashley: Heya
• Tom: Are you in Fayettenam?
• Ashley: Ugh yes. I guess I am back. Idk how i got talked into staying here but I suppose am.
• Tom: hahhahha. you must have done somethin bad in a previous life. way to go previous you.
• Ashley: LOL! dangiiiiiiit. My sister talked me into i think. But Oklahoma is probably worse than here. to be honest ha
• Tom: ouch. ah well fair enough, time to make the best of it. there should be enough business to start a portrait business. plus group photos-- birthday parties, platoon pictures etc. make the best of your time in purgatory
• Ashley: yeah see i figured so too but until people figure out i am here i guess i need to do something ha.. it's seriously awful right now. NO ONE IS HERE
• Tom: go paddle boat
• Ashley: It's SO COLD!
• Tom: i like siestas. i ought to move to spain so i can truly culturally appreciate them near the beach. in a little house.......or a shack
• Ashley:
• haha.. i would not do well living on the beach. i burn. within like half an hour. uugh
• Tom: me too but it'd be worth it. every day would be like a vacation. every night watching the sky, the smells, the weather. its like squatting on the edge of passion, almost caught in it, but bound by responsibility. it'd be nice
• Ashley: you make it sound pretty awesome lol. count me in. i do love the beach i just dont love the aftermath
• Tom: well to dream a dream not so awesome would be like looking forward to night terrors/sorrow-- pursuit of happiness is the goal methinks, not so much the money
• just the opportunity
• Ashley: i suppose you're right.. i'm happy just anywhere, unless i'm hungry.. not good then lol..... or lonely... uuuuuugh i hate being lonely
• Tom: haha yeah lonely sucks
• Ashley: absolutely.
• Tom: but its a motivator at the same time-iddnt it?
• Ashley: loneliness?
• Tom: ya. its like desire, ambition on a personal level
• Ashley: hmm.. a motivator? possssibly. I kinda stall out and suck at life when i'm lonely.. I end up being a hermit and making it worse i have nooooo idea why.
• Tom: sometimes it seems as if we've got lessons to learn from life and until we conquer or absorb them we endlessly repeat them like making the same mistakes same decisions, same boundaries and if there is no clash, no victory... we'll never shed that...snake skin
• Ashley: i totally agree with that.. my biggest thing forever was i never ever wanted to be alone.. then i after i was for awhile mucho good things came from it.
• still not my fave thing.. but it's necessary sometimes.
• Tom: yes maam. agree. speaking of lonely, i am going to take that nap. you in?
• Ashley: lol i wish. Enjoy.
• Tom: if you say so. ^^ talk to ya later.